Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hurt

It's been 2 months I haven't post anything at all over here.

Sorry to do that. Have fancy holiday with my family and school just started so I can't hang on the internet for too long.

Recently, I've made a few hard decisions. It's always gotta do with my love life, no matter where I am or log on a website, it hurts me so much.

Today, I log on the Facebook and was delighted to see all my friends are in a relationship. I congras them.

Then I realise what I've done is totally wrong. Right from the start I was in some kind of tug-a-war.

Even I want to release it but I couldn't, I have no choice, no time to think, no time to made a move.

So I let it be. I let it be and release the one who I haven't got the chance to be together.

I release both of them. I release everything that could be mine.

From the very start of the year 2010, I told myself, whenever in which situation I'm in, where it is bad or good, I shall be patient. I'm not the person who gets angry easy, and when I am very angry I don't show it.

I don't always share my feelings to anyone I know of. I keep it to myself. That's how I'm always silence and do nothing at all to make my fancy world into a reality. And so I release them.

Releasing them doesn't make me stop my feelings. I may have not starting to like them but now it shows how hurt I am to know what mistake I've done so far.

I'm hurt and so I shall be for the rest of the years to come. I'm releasing you for your own good.

And so I shall be hurt in this heart of mine, silently. Although I am not closing this chapter to make a new cover.

I'll pray for you and yours. Good luck on everything you're doing and make the right choice.

Hmmm, this shall means something. I shall be lonely again. Looks like I've lost my strength.

-Holkerzu.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hello

This is a normal bloggy post D:

Hai.

I'm Holkerzu. It's in Japanese as Holkers.

I'm 16. 12th November 1993 is my birthday.

I live in Malaysia. I'm asian of course.

I'm half chinese and half malay.

I have a brother and a sister and my lovely parents.

I don't have pets since a lot of them died. Rest in peace.

I do graphics. I like to see something out of ordinary.

I am a kid who like arts a lot.

Arts = Musics, Movies, Paintings, etc.

For my private life, i have 2 ex-girlfriends.

... maybe 3 .__. the first i'm not sure it counted as or not. lol...

I dream much about my future.

I sleep as long as i could.

I have many friends from real life to internet life and i respect them.

I am multi-personalities.

I sometimes get down and does have the blues.

I sometimes feeling hyper.

But i do not feel angry at any cost. I do not use violence.

I hold my anger and change it into hyper.

I'm optimistic but at the same time the opposite it.

I do reviews to share my acknowledgment.

I always share my stories.

I want a better future to the world.

I will help at any cost.

My dream is to become an artist illustration or a writer.

I'm friendly. I do not bite.

I get nervous around someone else' parents.

I get nervous when i'm on stage.

I EAT CUCUMBERS AS THEY ARE MY SNACK.

To know me more you will ask in the comment box.

Thank you for reading.

Awesome Movies 2010

Oh my goodness.
Eff about the new of Tiger Woods.

There's a hole bunch of fails movies.
TO ME.

I don't know about you guys but phft yeah.

Okay discussion mode active.

Hollywood fails on Anime Live movie.

I mean. Look at The Sorcerer's Apprentice's movie looks awesome with those CGs.
BUT in Dragon Ballz?
That is too ultimate fail.

I dont even think Goku look like that o.o

And thus. Nicholas Cage needs retirement! D:

Okay back to the trailers.

As i just said. Today post would be awesome movies.
But since i've meantion The Sorcerer's Apprentice, why not have a look.
You guys to the judge.



Release on 16 July 2010
Genre as Action and Adventure
Cast by Nicholas Cage, Monica Bellucci, Jay Baruchel, Alfred Molina.
Director by Jon Turteltaub
Written by Carlo Bernard, Johann Wolfgang Goethe (weird name? o.o Wolfgang? New Moon much?)
Release by Walt Disney Pictures
THIS IS the first fail Disney movie i ever seen.

MORE a little bit of Harry Potter?
Are they trying to make into something like, Nicholas Flamel's adventure?

Plot:
A sorcerer leaves his workshop in the hands of his apprentice, who gets into trouble when the broomstick he's tasked to do his chores for him somehow develops a mind of its own.

... I dont want to see this movie >.> <.<

ALRIGHT
THE AWESOME HAS COME!

ONE OF MY FAVORITES ;w;!!!!!!!!!!!!

CATS AND DOGS ARE BACK!



Release on 30 July 2010
Genre as comedy
Cast by Chris O'Donnell (hell yes), Kiernan Shipka, Paul Rodriguez (yes), Rondel Reynoldson, Malcolm Goodwin
Director by Brad Peyton
Written by Ron J. Friedman, Steve Bencich
Release by Warner Brothers

HELL YEAH.
WARNER BROTHERS WINS!
Disney would be -10

Too bad they dont have the plot.
Well i'm sure it's about destroying Kitty Galore.

Now you hate cats or dogs...
Have a laugh with ADAM!



Release on 25 June 2010
Genre as Comedy
Cast by Adam Sandler, Salma Hayek, Chris Rock, Steve Buscemi, Gary Busey, David Spade
Director by Dennis Dugan
Writtern by Tim Herlihy, Adam Sandler
Release by Sony Pictures

Plot:
Thirty years after their high school graduation, five good friends reunite for a Fourth of July holiday weekend.

Great cast + Funny moments = Awesome movie

Now. For the most epicness.
That will be release soon



DAYBEAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Release Date: 8 January 2010
Genre: Action | Horror
Cast: Ethan Hawke, Willem Dafoe
Director: Michael Spierig, Peter Spierig, Isabel Lucas, Claudia Karvan
Writer: Michael Spierig, Peter Spierig
Studio: Lionsgate

Plot:
In the year 2019, a plague has transformed most every human into vampires. Faced with a dwindling blood supply, the fractured dominant race plots their survival; meanwhile, a researcher works with a covert band of vamps on a way to save humankind.

YES.

MORE 3 WEEK LESS!!
Much win then Twilight FYI!
(+50)

Ohohohoho.
Hate vampire much because of Twilight?



THIS.
IS.
CRAZIER!!!!!!!

Release on 25 February 2010 (Good day to spend Valentine?)
Genre as horror
Cast by Timothy Olyphant, Joe Anderson, Preston Bailey, Larry Cedar
Director by Breck Eisner
Written by Scott Kosar, Ray Wright
Release by Overture Films

Plot:
About the inhabitants of a small Iowa town suddenly plagued by insanity and then death after a mysterious toxin contaminates their water supply.

MUCH BETTER.

This is a must see movie o.o
Looks much a little like Saw but who cares.

Zombie + Crazy people = Horror

This is like 24 for me .__.
And par-kour?



Release on 5 February 2010
Genre as action
Cast by Cyril Raffaelli, David Belle, Philippe Torreton, Daniel Duval, Elodie Yung
Director by Patrick Alessandrin
Written by Luc Besson
Release by Magnolia Pictures

Plot:
Damien and Leito return to District 13 on a mission to bring peace to the troubled sector that is controlled by five different gang bosses, before the city's secret services take drastic measures to solve the problem.

Okay. I haven't seen District 9 so i dont know if this is the continuation or not ._.
But that is alien this is mafia... so okay..

Alright this is a little drama for you guys



Release on 5 March 2010
Cast by Richard Gere, Don Cheadle, Ethan Hawke, Wesley Snipes
Genre as action and crime
Director by Antoine Fuqua
Written by Michael C. Martin
Release by Overture Films (whoa this is fast... 2 Overture films?)

Plot:
Three unconnected Brooklyn cops wind up at the same deadly location after enduring vastly different career paths.

oo Brooklyn.
Okay. Cops drama. I get it.

Now for another laughs for romantic comedy.



Release on 8 January 2010
Genre as comdey and romance
Cast by Amy Adams, Kaitlin Olson, Matthew Goode, Adam Scott, Peter O'Meara
Director by Anand Tucker
Written by Simon Beaufoy, Harry Elfont
Release by Universal

Plot:
A woman (Adams) who has an elaborate scheme to propose to her boyfriend on Leap Day, an Irish tradition which occurs every time the date February 29 rolls around, faces a major setback when bad weather threatens to derail her planned trip to Dublin. With the help of an innkeeper, however, her cross-country odyssey just might result in her getting engaged.

LOL
This is so funny xD

Unfortunately, i only have those for this week.

Join us next week as i will haunt more movies!

Good night!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Where the best place to find new music?

Myspace. They follow you in Twitter. Tv Shows.

In just two days i found 3 unique band/band names and song.

Firstly, let me introduce you guys to We Shot The Moon.
From San Diego.

They followed me though twitter. I'm surprised. They are my 3rd follower after i've created a new Twitter account.

They released a new album, A Silver Lining. I've got half of the album's songs, and the single A Silver Lining.

Album list:
A Silver Lining (2009)
Fear and Love (2008)
The Polar Bear and The Cougar

I can't find 2 of the albums and i'm missing some song from A Silver Lining.
Okay so iTunes have it, but doesn't mean i can buy it. o.o

In these album, my favorite would be The Bright Side which is in the newest album.

Okay i wont talk much, here's the link:
Twitter
Myspace
Youtube
Facebook
Buzznet
Purevolume

Official Website

Indie/Pop/Rock is their genre. Check them out.

Secondly, it's Now, Now Every Children.
The funkiest, crazier kids.
From Minneapolis.

I dont remember where i found them, but i think it's from We Shot The Moon's Myspace page in the friends list.

No. I think i went to We Shot The Moon's youtube page and found Now, Now Every Children's videos in Afternoon Records.

Weird or just the best way to get known?

Whatever it is, they are fun. Here's the link:
Twitter
Myspace
Youtube

Official website/Tumblr (more like a blog xD)

Their funkiest, funniest video is in it. I lol so hard.

My favorite song from them? I'm not sure. It's very unique.
Their unique is in the drum. Brad used a lot of toms. I love how he does some nice beat.

It's like a song that my sister would enjoy.
But anyhow, i love them. So check them out!

Genre: Indie

Thirdly, is Tilly and The Wall
From Nebraska

I found them from 90210(2008) first episode.

Here's the link:
Myspace

Official Website

My favorite which was in 90210 was Beat Control.
The best beat music beside Manian - Welcome To The Club.

This might not be the best post i ever did, but i support their music very much.
Keep up the good work!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The Last Song The Movie

MEEP!

The Last Song movie trailer have released after a few weeks i got the book!
Maybe i was a little but i finished the book!
And now i just have to wait for the movie!!

It look awesome. Just the some part of the movie isn't what's in the book.
As usual right? xD

Here's the trailer.



khufufufufu. Lots of lots of TISSUE to be used in the cinema or at home (if you're watching at home)
But whatever it is, remember to bring tissue xD!

Yes. It's a heartbreaking story.

And so finally, the soundtrack to The Last Song it's out!
Beautiful melody Miley and the team :3



Lol the video made me think she singing this for the guy not the father.
But anyhow. It looks like Miley sick when she sing. :/

Whatever it is. They did a great job.
I hope this is the song that Miley had to sing it to her father on his last breath (in the movie)

Overall, i'm happy that i finished the book which gave me some hard time to read back xD
Yeah i cried so what.

Can't wait for it!

Life, was much like a song

Life, was much like a song - Steve

Seventeen-year-old Veronica "Ronnie" Miller's life was turned upside down when her parents divorced and her father moved to Wrightsville Beach, North Carolina. Three years later, she remains alienated from her parents, particularly her father... until her mother decides it would be in everyone's best interest if she and her brother spent the summer with him. Resentful and rebellious, Ronnie rejects her father's attempts to reach out to her and threatens to return to New York before summer's end. But soon Ronnie meets Will, the last person she thought she'd ever be attracted to, and finds herself falling for him, opening herself up to the greatest happiness-and pain- that she has ever known.

The Last Song

When you read the summary, you will think that this is going to be another teenagers summer romance story.

When Summer ends, the romance ends right?

But your wrong. When I first started to read it, I keep doing the imaginations of the movie.
And whenever I read about Ronnie in the first few chapter, she was like Lindsey Lohan. Girl in trouble. Parents divorced.

I love how Nicholas Spark made surprises. It has... something like a heartbroken book.

First you thought your dad had affair and didn't come home for almost 3 years and that you didn't know the real truth. Then, you stop playing the piano because it reminds your dad and the next you know you have to spend your whole Summer with him, not knowing about his health. And when you're finally 18, you spend the whole month being by his side for the very last time.

And finally before you knew it, you finished his song and played the piano -for the first time in 3 years- for him until a few weeks he died.

That was the last story in the Summer.
The starting and middle of Summer was already in the summary.
I'm surprise to find that the dad was the cause of tearing falls down our cheek, not the boyfriend.

Funny it seems, since it's a modern world, Nicholas added modern tech words in the book.

"She's pretty," Ronnie commented.
"Yeah, she is." - Will
"Ten bucks says you posted this on your Facebook page."

Shed' probably end up addicted to cartoons like Jonah and insist on watching them upside down.
...
No, scartch that. She'd probably end up addicted to Game Boy.
...
Or maybe Guitar Hero.


You should get ready for the tissue box at the end of Summer in the book.
The end was awesome. I figures he would come back her.
And of course she went back to the piano.

It was a satisfying book. Even though the heartbreak was the father.

Characters: Steve Miller, Ronnie, Johan Miller, Kim Miller, Will Blakelee, Scott, Galadriel (Blaze), Marcus, The Blakelees, Pastor Harris and etc.
Author: Nicholas Spark
Page: 390
Length of reading: 3 days

Here's the cover. Order now!

(taken from Amazon.com)

Friday, December 4, 2009

All hooked up with Amy Kuney & Playing For Change

So i've done reviewing movie's trailer and theirs story. Now it's time for the music business!

These Friday review is the new rising start (soon) Amy Kuney.
I've put up one of her song in my older post. Which was her inspired song "Time Machine" from the book/movie The Time Traveler's Wife.
Once i've heard that song, I knew i had to spread the word about her.

One of her song was featured in the famous tv show, One Tree Hill.
The titled "All Downhill From Here"
Any OTH's fan couldn't find the mp3 you can ask from me.

Back to Amy Kuney.

Amy Kuney has been review in People magazine by Kate Voegele, which titled "My Myspace Faves" and also in Los Angeles Times, by Ann Powers which titled "Damien Rice goes all Youtube-y for Amy Kuney"

Here's some bio about Amy Kuney:
(taken from her official Myspace page)

With Amy Kuney, appearances are certainly deceiving. Sure, the singer/songwriter looks youthful, but just wait until she sits down at a piano and starts singing. The onstage presence and authority she displays is impressive for an artist of any age, and that’s before you even notice her songwriting, which resounds with finely observed details and engaging left turns.

Perhaps this is because Kuney isn’t your typical young artist. She has nearly 20 years of musical experience, having begun piano lessons at age four. Between church performances and piano recitals, she’s been onstage for most of her life, to say nothing of 100 live dates in the past year. And her childhood spent partially in Honduras has given her life experience beyond that of most Americans.

In fact, if you ask Kuney, it was more life experience than she was expecting. At 17, she and a group of friends were kidnapped by rebels while on a Guatemala sightseeing trip. (Their captors, by the grace of a higher power, eventually let them go), but the experience, harrowing as it was, threw Kuney’s nascent songwriting into high gear. “I built a studio in my basement using shower curtains and mattresses and I just put everything into my writing,” she recalls. “I wrote this song, ‘How The Wind Must Feel’, and sent a recording of it to a producer in Los Angeles named Peter Barker. That’s how it all started.”

Amy Kuney was born in Oklahoma and spent her early life in Tulsa, a middle child in a large family. It was an unremarkable suburban existence until her father decided, on the heels of Hurricane Mitch’s devastation, to move the family to Honduras to do missionary work. Amy was 13 at the time.

So exit suburban housing and trips to the mall, and enter a foreign culture via a cinder-block home, its courtyard surrounded by razor wire. At first, Kuney rebelled. “I had been very uncooperative about living in Honduras. And I very purposefully had not learned the language. I didn’t really embrace the culture. And even when I wanted to learn Spanish there was a subliminal block there and it just took forever.”

There was one thing, however, that Kuney got in Honduras that was largely unavailable in the U.S—silence. “It really jarred me,” she says. “I had to figure out how to entertain myself. At the very beginning we had no radio, no television and we didn’t know anybody there.” So Kuney spent even more time at the piano, and eventually learned the guitar, while writing short stories and poems before penning her first song.

But before long she was filling up her notebooks and sending songs to L.A. producers she randomly found on the Internet. This was how she found Peter Barker, who eventually signed her to his label.

Though she’s co-written with others in the past, all of the songs on Bird’s Eye View come straight from Amy Kuney’s notebook, voice and unique perspective. “I’m a bit of a control freak,” she admits. “I can’t put something out unless it’s something I can stand behind 100 percent.” And the album is all the better for being the direct result of Kuney’s life experiences, from the knowing exhortation that “there is life beyond the razor wire” in “Simple Things” to the intriguing situation of being “a third party at a table for two” in “Love Is Trippy.”

“I wouldn’t consider myself a songwriter necessarily; I really see myself more of a storyteller,” she says. “I’ll start by writing the story behind it before I actually turn any of it into a lyric.”

While the sheltered, suburban Amy Kuney might have been freaked out by these road rigors, the post-Honduras Kuney took it in stride. After all, she owes her musical career to that then-unwelcome sojourn. “If I had not moved to Honduras I’d probably still be in Oklahoma, wanting to do what I’m doing now but without the time or the energy to make it happen. Fortunately, I’ve gotten to live a very exciting life.”

Now, have I taken your attention?
Yes? Wanna see more of her songs and tours?
Here's the link!

Youtube Link
Facebook Link
Myspace Link
Tumblr
iTunes
Her record store
Her event concert

Amy Kuney's address are available on her Youtube page if you wanted to send her some stuff :D

It's pretty amazing. I thought she just some like other girl who love to make music.
Until I found out that she has her own album and one of the song is featured on a famous tv show, not to mention, one of my favorite was, 'Love Is Trippy'



Her songs are more into acoustics, and it will make you calm and just enjoy the summer season, or reading a book in the afternoon.

You guys should say a hi and encourage her to keep up her work!

Psst ladies, Amy Kuney is a fan of Robert Pattison and Twilight.
She made a parody of Miley Cyrus' Obsessed into Robsessed.
And yes, she's Team Edward.



Oh have i mention? She's joining the "Playing for Change" group.

Playing For Change is a movement to connect the world through music.

Here's what the founder has to say about the group:
(taken from the official Youtube channel)

""The act of playing music with people of different cultures, religions, economics and politics is a powerful statement. It shows that we can find ways of working together and sharing our experiences with one another in a positive way. Music has the power to break down the walls between cultures, to raise the level of human understanding."
~ Mark Johnson, founder, Playing for Change"

To join in the fun, you can go to this website and sign up!
Playing for Change

Sign up for exclusive content, news or updates from hundreds of musicians and students around the globe at Playing For Change Official Website

One of my favorites from the videos of Playing For Change is this:
From various people around the world



Like it? Wanna join?
Link is up there, i've put it up.

Wanna see more videos from Playing For Change?
Visit it's local official Youtube channel.

Youtube Page

You can also buy the CD of Playing For Change: Songs Around The World CD/DVD.
Which available now at amazon.com: http://tinyurl.com/c6mhgd

Great news for all Avril Lavigne's Fan!
She's back with her new album!

Yeah I've heard she divorced. Now would you look her, all grown-up!
Here's the reporting from ClevverTv



From the comments, it said her new single would be out in January 2010.
And the whole album will be in March 2010.

So keep your money and hold your mark for Avril's new album!

Dashboard Confessional is out with their new single, Belle of Boulevard.
And it's now my favorite song!



Gosh, the girl is soo cute. Wouldn't you just agree on me about it? D:
And from the last thing on the video, I'm guessing that the mother run away from the family and the girl and telling her to follow which lead to the father?

Well you'll be the judge. Overall, I love it.
That's the old fashion of Boulevard.

And maybe i'm late a little bit about this song/video.
But Island record has release Wiley's Official Music Video of Take That.



Creepyyyy, but the song is awesome.
Nice to download it and burn it or hook it up on your iPods/phone and take it down to the club!

That's all from me.
And I finally "step into" Owl City.
My 3 friends have urge me to listen. So I did.
I'm sorry if i'm soo late xD

Bai